I have decided that although this is a tough area for me, I am going to post. I have known about Jeremiah since Thursday or Friday when his family was informed. (Cheri is best friends with his sister). I thought about calling everyone and I wanted to cry and freak out but just have not been able to face it. Until last night I was completely numb to reality. Although Jeremiah and I haven't really been close in the past few years, I can't help but mourn all the memories from when we were very close all were. I don't know if it just comes with age and maturity or if people do just simply "grow apart" but I feel as if all the close relationships I used to have with so many people have become nearly nonexistent. Although we did grow apart a part of him and all of my other friends will always be with me and it really hit home now and breaks my heart that I will never have the opportunity to re-establish my relationship with him or Aaron or even some of those people who are still here in front of me. As we all go about our business each day we take advantage in a huge way the the people we care about are always going to be there. I can't go on assuming that our bonds will just be there tomorrow. I for one have decided that it is time to fight for each other to be in our lives. If it seems as though we no longer have anything in common then damn it, it's time to create a new common interest. The friendships I have that are on the rocks are just too fucking precious to let go over stupid shit that no one can change. I want my friends back. For those of us who used time and distance as an excuse, It is time to make time and it is time to go that distance in order to save what we all have left.