Merry Christmas Everyone

The polls are in and the majority of the votes said that it is fine to say Merry Christmas. I just didn't understand how it was wrong to say Merry Christmas but it was fine to say Happy Hannakah. I feel that you should be able to say whatever you want to anyone because even if you don't celebrate that particular holiday you should still take it as a nice gesture. It's like saying hi, no one would freak out if you said hola, or good morning, or hello, or even hey. some people do get upset if you say good afternoon instead of good evening but that is just dumb. If someone is saying Merry Christmas, Happy Hannakah, Happy Holidays, Seasons Greeting or anything else along thos lines to you, they are only doing it as a polite gesture. Those who complain about someone not saying the right thing are being ridiculous because you should never complain about someone trying to spead what little cheer is left after the stress of shopping, cooking, cleaning, wrapping, baking, and decorating. Scrooges!

Anyone want to PARTY

I am in the middle of a contest to see who can book the most parties in two days so if any of you would like to have a party or know anyone else who would please let me know. I want to try to book all my parties for the months of December and January and maybe even into February. Remember Valentines Day! Sorry this post is mostly business but I really need to get the parties going or I won't remain active. Any refferals would be greatly appreciated and if that person holds a party I will give you $10 in free product. Those who hold a party will recieve a free gift as well as the hostess discount with more chances to win free product during the party.

Ready to let it out

I know it has been a long time since my last post but I am about to spill my guts to tell you why. All my life I have suffered a degree of depression. I have had a condition called Seasonal Affectiveness Disorder which causes me to be more depressed during different seasons, primarily the winter months. Well the truth is that this year has been really hard for me. With the death of Aaron, financial instability, living at my dad's, having a baby, and basic life, I have become overwhelmed and have decided to seek professional help. I had my first visit today and was diagnosed with severe depression. I am not telling you this so that you will feel sorry for me, I am only telling you so that you may understand why I have been so irritable and shady to some of you. If I have been rude or neglectful to any of you I just want to say that I am sorry and that I have realized now that I need a big change in my life. This is not about whining about my life. I am sick and I have gotten to the point of helplessness. I hope that by reading this you will understand that I am being more real now than I have ever been. I am sick of hiding how I really feel and am ready to put my hurt out in the open. It is the only way that I will ever get better. For those of you who truely care about me, you know what this post really means and you have probably seen it coming for quite some time. For those who do not understand, please just leave me in peace to work though my problems. This does not concern you.